Hello to Everyone..

Gosh..I admit! I even forgot that I actually have a blog until someone mentioned it to me ..! LOL..!

With the Facebook as my main source of cyber interaction, I guess I forgot to write!!!

My, my..how's everybody been? Me? Still hangin' in here and oh..today is my birthday...(don't want to mention the number..go calculate and figure it out..haha)..

I used to feel good on birthdays..but something is really missing this year, I guess that is what they call as the mid life crisis?? (Gosh, I can't believe I'm already there!)..No..no, it's not that I'm not grateful or anything..but sometimes I wonder what if I have done things that I should have done years back..and I know that if we keep on clinging to the past, how are we supposed to go on..? Well, I was just wondering! What if, I got better exam results yearsss back...I wouldn't be at my place right now? What if I did not meet my hubby (thank God, I met him)..who would I marry???hahaha..(cannot imagine!)..What if I continued my studies to the highest level..??

I have done things that I am not proud of over the years, but I think that what makes life more interesting..add more colours to life? Don't u think so? We make mistakes, but it doesn't mean that we have to live the rest of our lives with it..

We learn, we fail, we succeed...but at least we tried, that is most important...But all in all..we have to be thankful that we are still in the right track...Life is never a stagnant journey...We are always tested by God...God knows what is best for us..God created us, knows our weakness and strength..after all life is just a transit. Make the best out of it while we are still at this point...and be fully prepared for life thereafter, which is the life we have to live forever...

To all, have a great day...don't wait for tomorrow to make things happen..live life today!

Happy Birthday to anyone, anytime of the year..Today is the new beginning...Let's rock!!!LOL!

Luv you!

How are we supposed to forgive when we can never forget??? Can someone help...???

7 Things...

7 Things (this is what happens when your teenage daughter is a fan of Miley Cyrus!) that I wish I could do........

1. Shop till I drop at my favourite stores (minus the hubby and kids, for a change..hehehehe)

2. Watch American Idol - if Casey James promise to actually sing...
(can you please put down the guitar and sing! -he's a good looking dude, by the way (wink!)
3. Drink coffee, eat fast food (on the couch)!

4. Sleep for 8 hours straight (when did I last get 8 minutes of good sleep)?

5. Meet up with my girlfriends (yeah...with FB and all...a cuppa coffee at Starbucks are
actually more fun!)

6. Resign from my current workplace and do someting fun (plus the income) forever!

7. Hallucinating (like Ally McBeal used to do) and keep on dreaming....!

I can dream, can't I???

New Year 2010

The hospital.....

I hope it is not too late to wish everyone a Happy New Year 2010...May this year brings joy to us all.

Baby Hariz............

The best "new year's gift" for me - the arrival of my 5th child - Hariz...Born January 13, 2010 at 12.58 am @ Regency Specialist Hospital, Johor. I asked for ephidural and then had to opt for vacuum delivery (I couldn't push anymore...since I couldn't feel anything!)...Everything went well..

Another Johorian!! And it's a boy!!...Weight: 2.9 kilogram

To all staff at Regency Specialist Hospital - Thank you for the superb service! I really rested and was pampered well during my 3 days, 2 nites stay! It's worth every single penny!

To Dr Tokha Muhammad - Thank you again...! Keep up the great work!

To all my friends - thank you for the prayers and wishes...the sms, the phone calls even when I was in the labour room!!! I really appreciate it...

May God Bless Us All....

Hugzzzzz....

My New Book

Once I had my heart set on something...I have to get it!

I watch Oprah on TV last month, and she was talking to comedian Steve Harvey ...I didn't know that this guy actually writes books! I mean, I know him only as a funny guy...What I didn't know that he has a radio program which attracts 7 million listeners every morning in Chicago ..! People call in for advice..from a guy's point of view....You know, a person who can give advice and be funny at the same time is the best person to talk to! He knows when to be funny and when to actually advice you especially on relationships.

As usual, I ordered the book online from Kunikoniya (I hope I got the spelling right!)...The price is ...let's just say you can buy a week's grocery with that amount (considering my household headcounts!)...


I 've only read half way through, though...and yet, I have learnt quite a lot about - not only what actually lingers in a man's mind - but also their expectations and how they show their love (believe me girl, it's nothing like how we show our love)....


I recommend to those women who is always searching for answers esp when it comes to the man you love...or just buy it for easy reading...Steve really knows how to make you laugh..hehe...

I am so ready to.......

I think I am so ready to "pop"!!...My body aches everywhere especially bottom down!!!! I have put on weight like crazy....and my Doc said maybe it's the water retention ...(yeah right!!)...

I cannot imagine being pregnant again after this...I love babies, though...but I just can't take the pain, the weakness in body, the mood swings anymore!

So just hope everything is gonna fine...I am due next January...(24th)..

Oh,yes..for those who didn't have the chance to visit my Facebook...here is my baby's first "pose" from inside my tummy!hehe..this was taken at 6 months ++ I think...Now I am 8 months plus preggy....

(Just being a proud, over reacting mommy...)

Salam...

Mak aii...lamanya tak berblogging...too busy with..with ...life...I guess!

So many things had happened since I last logged in.

In August my 3 year old son, Kimi, was admitted to Hospital Penawar on August 12. Operation tonsil. Sian dia. Imagine a 3 year old had to endure the pain before, during and after operation. First he had to fast about 8 hours. Ya Allah, tak tahan aku dengar dia menjerit mintak susu, tapi tak boleh bagi!!! Then, kena bius sebelum operation...I saw his eyes before he 'knocked out'...sedih giler tengok anak aku kena lalui semua tu. Then after the operation..bayangkan lah kesakitan dia... ( I hope I'll never have to go thru that experience again... )...

At work, I am bossless again (macam dah biasa pulak ngan keadaan). Tapi yg aku bengang tu, ada yg tanya...u buat apa ek, boss tak de? Aku jawab "buat bodoh je lah". As if, the absence of my boss is my fault. Lagipun, although he's in our Corporate Office in KL, he still gives me work. Yelah, zaman sains dan teknologi, multi media apa ke ntah...Masa ni lah nak guna sepenuhnya, ye tak????

And......For those yang tak tau...

I am pregnant (again) with my 5th! Yup! Believe it....At my age, risau jugak mula-mula nya..tapi I am blessed with friends and family who are very supportive. My hubby said "mesti ada hikmahnya Allah nak bagi"...My friends sume happy for me...And my doctors (my gynae and my cardio specialist)...are being so supportive and feed nothing to my brain other than positive words. Phewwwww! I really need that...Tau la aku ni, suka pikir bukan2...(born with it la ni)...ish...

Oh, yes...dah 6 bulan dah pun...It's gonna be another boy for us...hehe..4 boys and 1 girl je. But right now, my concern is the health of my baby...Korang doa2 kan aku, ek...

Alhamdulillah, tak de major problems during this pregnancy...tapi cuma terasa berat sungguh badan...yelah, dulu 52 kg. Sekarang dah 60 kg...tolongggg!!

Satu lagi, nak pilih nama. My husband nak gak nama start ngan "Ha"..Dah ada Haziq, Hafizy and Haqimi. Pening kepala aku mencari dlm buku and in the net...Korang ada suggestion maksud nama yg baik-baik tak?

OK. GTG. I will try update my blog every now and then ek...

Till then...tata...